I am sorry for the hard time you are going through. Reading your post reminded me of one day a very long time ago I found in a drawer a pill wrapped up in aluminum and asked H what it was although I already knew. He told me he just wanted to try it. but now I recall he never used it with me and I don't know what's the end of this pill. Anyway, back then I trusted him enough to completely forget about it. Just wanted to share some thoughts. Some guys use this for a medical condition, some to see what's the buzz about. But if a guy uses it in the A situation for me it screams that he is not having a good time after all for he have to rely on something for it. Hope the upside is that he realizes that he is the one with the issues no matter whom he's with. That's what my H said happened to him and he said it is a big turn down. Sometimes I wonder if that's why he says he wants to be with me. Not many women can cope with being understanding for a long time.
