WAW staying, I'm leaving to give her space..

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Guys/gals,
Thanks for the advice and understanding.

I've got the balls. I've got the determination and strength. I'm taking your advice seriously.

Don't think I'm being fececious when I say that I already have realized what part I had in the destruction of M. I plan on working on myself and I know that is the only way I will have any chance at this having a happy outcome.

I'm trying to forgive her. I understand why she was unhappy. I know it's going to take a long time for this process to run it's course. I'm just glad I found this website, if I didn't any chance of saving M would have been already destroyed and I would have lost all hope of saving myself. I also do believe that things happen for a reason. I believe that this is 'divine intervention'. I don't know what my higher power has planned, but I'm sure the outcome will be better than this place.

I never wanted W to 'accept' or 'tolerate' my drinking and past mistakes. I just want/wanted her to 'understand' them. I want/wanted her to 'understand' her mistakes. I thought she understood my shortcomings and was willing to be patient enough for us to work them out until 6 weeks ago. I'm in the process of moving boxes right now. Regardless, it is the right thing to do for the moment