It just occurred to me why I may be having a lot of "down moments" lately -- My way of doing things is just "do what I gotta do" and that's what I've been doing for the last 7 months, not only taking care of the boys, the house, everything, along w/ my surgery, etc. b/c I had no other choice -- I also know that I just tend to push everything down or to the back of my mind b/c it doesn't make any sense to get all upset about stuff or worry about stuff when there's nothing I can really do about it. ANYWAY, I'm thinking maybe everything is starting to bubble to the surface since H is coming home and I just may get a break from all of this!!! Makes a lot of sense to me, I think.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
