Long and bumpy road

[blindsided1]

I'm sorry to see you still going through this after all this time. I've only been at it 1 month and it's killing me. I can't offer you any advice. I don't know how to handle my sitch much less give you advice on yours. I know that all R are different and mine may not be like yours, but I am quickly coming to the conclusion that this might be hopeless. It's really hard for me to look at it that way, because I had all the hope in the world that we would make it and be a family. I feel for you and I only wish that you find the peace and love you and your children deserve.