Just getting started peicing it back together 2

[jersting]

She is back telling me she loves me and wants to make this work. Says we just need to make the decision and be together. I say that is a great idea but I want us to go to consoling before we get the kids involved. She is talking about selling her house that we bought back in June and she wants to move home if we decide we are going to stay together. The problem is right now she still does not care about how I feel. I want her back home but I don't want to be treated bad. She throws jokes at me that kinda hurt my feelings and she is laughing when she does it so I know she is joking but if I say something joking to her she lets me know that it was mean and it hurt her feelings. I guess I am not supposed to have any feelings and she has them all. Oh well just some more to deal with. One good things about my whole sitch, whenever I am patient things work out for the better for me. I am going to stay patient and live life. It's not so bad.