W had pending gynecologist appt today which she was stating was for an overdue checkup. W wanted to change appt because she had to work last night and didn't think she could make it.
W was acting secretive when she was calling gynecologist. I had a 'funny feeling'.
On the phone, I overheard her say she was scheduled to be fitted for an IUD (I have a vasectomy). Right after the D-bomb 6 weeks ago she mentioned something about searching on computer for IUD but it was a fleeting thought and for me not to get over reactive about it if I saw it.
I'm REALLY pressed to call the whole move off now. I have a feeling that she's not planning to use this S as anything other than to escape me and it's easy for her. I don't think W has any intention of working anything out. I think W's lying about it all.
No wonder when I 'unloaded' the other night, she acted understanding about it the next morning and told me she understood. No wonder she feels awkward about all the RIGHT things I'm doing and how much I'm helping her with things. She feels guilty. I'm seeing things pretty differently this morning.
I don't care if I blow my retirement (it's not like it's that much $$), I'll take cabs to work if I have to until I find a carpool. If she's not being honest, why should I move out if there's an EA, PA, if she's planning on or there already is infidelity? My sentencing is 7 days out, I can change my plan anytime up to that point. I'm even considering a private eye because of all the mentions of D on her part.
Thoughts, PLEASE!!! I'm really confused about my sitch.
_________________________ Me: 38 W: 36 R 16 M 12 2 kids: S6, D4 Bomb: 10/22/07 Sep: 12/11/07 My First Thread, My Story
