Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning

[phbear316]

Ok SG

Your loyal puppy has done what you asked. Here is the new title you asked for, hope your happy!

Ok now help, Since you locked my thread, and I have not been able to figure out how to add them to my current post, my old ones that is, can you help?!?!?!

Boy were you in a good mood last night, you have shaken that flu for sure. Or was it the wine, or the endorphine rush from the run?

As i had said last night, I came into the living room this am and asked H how he felt, H says terrible throat really hurts. Sorry I say, ask did you call out to work, he says no not yet but will. Ok. Meanwhile I feed the cat thinking, dingbat you should have taken that motrin last night. Oh well. I finish getting ready and say to h well feel better will I talk to you later? H says yes claims he will call. We shall see.

This is not easy for me, I will admit. It hurts me to be off to him makes me feel that I am being mean, and I don't like it, But I do realize I have to start doing this. I must start doing this.

I am feeling very down today, I am looking forward to thereapy tonight with councelor, I need to talk out some things or in my situation talk them out with her just listening. I'm having some feelings that I maybe I need to be on some sort of anti-depressants, I truly don't want to go on, but the last few days I find it hard to concentrate, all I want to do is stay in bed. No desire to do any christmas shopping, etc. Find myself in some situations like this am, I woke up to myself shaking in bed. We shall see, something I need to make a decision about.

Well SG thanks so much for you pick me up words, they always work, also Azhira and of course Jeanette. You are all the best!!

with love
Phbear