Jak,

You made me cry...in a good way though. I know if I had to I could maybe do it, but not without it effecting my boys and that would just kill me. My S5 will be going to kindergarten next year, so that would be ok, but my 2 year old would not adjust too well.

I don't know.. Im feel like im crazed right now.. Knowhere to turn, trying to act like everything is normal esepcially when I talk with my mom and sister... I could never tell them what was going on.. they would say "I told you so"... and make matters worse.. so here I am.

He hasen't called, not that I expect him too.. he usually gets out of the woods around 11 or so.. If he calls should I answer or blow him off??

tal


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.