No you are not going to be crying, because you have so much to b thankful for, and because the kids need a strong mother, grieve privately. Ok, so it wont' be the "ideal" christmas, but again, it is a season to celebrate. Show up pretty, and confident and decide to have a great christmas, you know how kids look up to this season with so much joy, remember that.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.