Taking it day by day...

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Not much sleep last night... the betrayal I feel is undescribable.

Im so hurt that my W would be so reckless with our D. Its weird because I miss W but I also hate her.

When we were arguing last night... she made fun of me for sending her flowers when she had another man living there (I was unaware).

Im starting to think her character is just flawed... she always hid money from me, there were always rumors of affairs, we separated once about 4 years ago for a month and when we got back together, I got an STD. She denied she was ever with anyone.

Then... when we separated 2 years ago... she took our daughter on Christmas day, ruined everyones Christmas.

The list goes on and on. I was fooled by thinking she had changed during our 2 years apart. God I was so stupid to believe she could change.

All our bills from our marriage (thousands) are still being paid by me, she has not offered to help once but told me all the bills were 50/50 when she left.

Now our D is suffering and W couldnt care less.