Probably not the best morning, had a rough night last night, I said on the topic of my W wanting to see the OM as friends, I suggested that maybe we should work on whatever they were doing as a couple and that it just hurt me when I thought things were ok or getting better that she would bring up being friends with the OM. She said that she cannot stand it when I am obsessed with it all and have to do it every night. I do not bring up the A every night, but it is on my mind every day one way or another. I do not know if it is a quilt thing and a realisation or if it is also coupled with the fact that she did bring up the OM so maybe the feelings are even more mixed.
Tomorrow is my W birthday as well, so it was a special day for us and perhaps she is thinking about that. Her period is also coming so maybe that has something to do with it. I am just hoping I guess that it is all a good thing because she did freak out and say I cannot stand this anymore. I also freaked in a way and said at least when I had a problem or something I did not run to another person, that I take for better and for worse seriously.
Just left this morning so I do not know if I should email her or just let it be,
