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I plan to. It may be tough. I'll probably be crying. But I am going. She is so nice, thank goodness for people like that. He came over yesterday to help in the attic. When I got home he had put up xmas lights and candles and they were lit. I only got down stuff to decorate the tree, no other decorations. Can't do it this year. He was going to get a tree too but the stand he goes to wasn't available yet. I thanked him for helping. He asked me about xmas, asked to let him know if I needed any $, as he knows I have already shopped for the kids. Asked if I got him anything (I sent for a dvd yesterday!) and said he hadn't planned on getting me anything. I said you'll have to wait and see. He said we could go in together on the last seinfeld set. I said I need a vcr instead as he took one and my son's just died. But my bro says he has one I can have. Yeah! One window God opened I suppose. I have to rely on those now. He also told me not to get him anything for xmas as I cannot afford it. So nice of him! His b-day is today and I got him a gift certificate and that was hard. At least he understands!