we talked about it last night. I told her how much this really hurts me, given whats happened in the past. she is adimate that she didn't think it would effect me this much thats why she didn't try to hide it. if she really wanted to, she could hide it and I would have never known. I was honest about how I won't accept any contact "behind my back". E-mails- cell phones- nothing.. she says it won't happen again {which is kinda what I've been waiting to hear anyways} time wil tell, I just HATE the feeling of walking on eggshells waiting for it to happen again.
