WAW staying, I'm leaving to give her space..

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Thanks everyone,

For the most part I'm moving in a positive direction with myself but I can see by my posts that I sound otherwise. I post alot of the negative stuff because I don't really have anywhere else to vent and I'm 'journaling' to collect my thoughts.

I was beginning to 'let go' today.

I don't want to move out but I was basically forced to do it. My IHD and lack of driver's license and car would jeapordize my job if I was stuck in the house without transportation. I live in a fairly remote location in the Rockies. It wasn't my original intention at all but felt forced due to W's timing of everything.

I'm not really snooping. I had the tel# and address# on Sat (which I do admit was from snooping). I called the # on SAT and got the guys first name from answering machine that didn't match the contact name in her contact list on her cell. Was doing "reverse phone # address lookups" on internet tonight and found the full name, age and confirmed that address matched (damn internet). I was looking at her schedule because she just recieved it from work and was looking it over because she mentioned her schedule over the holidays was a little erratic. That's when I saw the name match and it all clicked. I won't confront her about it but as far as I'm concerned it's a confirmed A...maybe not a PA but I'm just validating my suspicions. I needed to know.