Foo,

I know you're right. I just want to hurt her for how bad she has hurt me... I was completely blindsided tonight.

I cannot believe my W would take herself over D... It just hurts me so much that she is exposing D to this stuff.

I thought I was doing a good job DB and now this... my life seems like its over.

Even after all this...I stil want my W and my family back (even though I know now that its over)... Im so devastated.

Tonight was the straw that broke the camels back...my R with W is forever gone. :-(

Hurtin: 32
WAW: 30
D: 8
Bomb: 10/05
Sep: 12/05
Back together 8/07
Bomb (OM): 11/07
Filed for D (me): 12/07