H *is* miserable, he will readily admit to that. I swear this young looking handsome man has aged years in months. \:\( I see the stress in his face...

I hope what he says to me isn't exactly how he feels. The problem is, until he owns up to these things, I cannot forgive him. I can 'let it go' in my heart, but it won't be right with him. Does that make sense?