Taking it day by day...

[Hurtin4certain]

Finally spoke to D. She is doing better today but it sounds like she is suffering from anxiety (headaches and butterflies in stomach). Part of me misses W and part of me doesnt like her. Really weird.

I understand how it feels to be in love (or infatuated) with someone, but thats no excuse to neglect your kid.

W and I IM'd each other today regarding D. Conversation went really well but it seems like W is sad.

I told her that D is going to church with me and singing her little heart out, W seemed sad that she was missing that. I know I need to keep on being the bigger person but this is really hard. Im still struggling with letting go and not trying to control her. Im also struggling with the fact we were a family again and then W yanked that out from under us. I remember her saying that I wasnt pursuing her enough, in actuality I was taking things really slow and not trying to scare her off.

I guess in due time, I'll feel better about the sitch.

Detach, H4C, detach.