Taking it day by day...

[Hurtin4certain]

Journaling... well I just called to talk to D, no answer. Today was an ok day. I tried to stay busy at work and not think about sitch.

I think I struggle with GAL. Im a family man by nature and prefer staying in (during the week) as opposed to going out. I know I need to do a 180 and get out there but most of my buddies live in other cities closer to Denver.

On a positive, I started lifting weights again. After learning about OM, Ive been dropping weight like crazy. In August I weighed 230 lbs solid...now Im about 205lbs.

My appetite is slowly coming back so I'll start eating right again and try to regain some of the muscle Ive lost.

In addition, Im actually going to try a tanning salon... I felt weird at first but in speaking with the girl at the front counter,she said lots of men tan.

Cant wait to be less pastey!