I can't say I know how you feel. Nobody but you can. But I have been really down. What I did was even though I am not a religious person I went to the church. No body was there. I just went in and knelt down and cried. I prayed for my W I prayed for my son and I prayed for the OM. And I did some more crying. Felt a whole lot better when I left. Sometime you got to just let it out.
E-mail me if ya need to. Hugs
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
