It has been 4 months that WAW and children have been living at OM's house. They are putting in flooring for childrens bedrooms and I do not see much change in the sitch. She seems happy with it all at the moment.

S11 is playing them up and she is not happy that he is not falling in line. She seems to agree with OM in respect of the discipline he is dishing out and said that S11 would have to stay with me for a while if he does not change (when I got my own place to live).

It seems she is saying 3 out of 4 kids are o.k. lets get rid of the 4th for a while as he is making life difficult for me and the OM.

I miss her even though I just find it difficult to reamin friends and listen to the negative stuff. I know that I need to work on myself but I feel that the longer she is with this OM and as he goes through more with her and the children, can take the financial and living with children issues, etc. nothing seems to phase him and the WAW at the moment.

I do not know what else to do, am trying to keep positive and GAL, look good and am positive when I see her but feel impatient I guess.

I am just blahhh at the moment and the holidays are coming which is going to be difficult. There is a lot of hard work ahead to get me where I need to be.

Any encouragement anyone?

Foo


ME 43
WAW 39,
D13, S11, S6, D5
T:19/M:15
Bomb: 07/31/07
OM: 08/15/07
Seperated: 08/31/07