Thank you all so much. It was was a hard talk and I am very sad. But it had to be done.

One thing I have been thinking about today. I didn't mention that when I told H I was done "begging and pleading" for him to stay, like I did all summer, he was stunned. "When in the world did you beg me to stay? You were indifferent all summer". Ok, so I think I DB'ed too hard, and never told him I wanted him back? I am confused. I actually told him I felt pretty pathetic and needy this summer, and he was shocked again, saying that isn't how I acted.... all very confusing.

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he knows he's screwing up a good thing with a fantastic woman, and yet he's still doing it. Madness.


He doesn't see me as fantastic. He sees me as the source of his problems, the reason we might be divorcing, the reason he'll see his kids less. I have no doubt about this. Its always been 100% my fault and will continue to be this way.

jar, H doesn't want this house, he wants the money from it, and his name off of it to buy something else.