Back at DB/new marriage new WAW

[dh4320]

Thnaks Anne,

I know i am reading into it too much, I will offer for her to come over and spend time with the kids but i will be the supervisor like it or not. Ya thats true she doesnt want to inconvienence anyone but me, hehe. Instead of her seeing her kids today she went to see her lawyer instead, i think every time i stand firm she feels she needs to run to her attorney so he can tell her"he cant do what he is doing to you". I am going to take the kids some time this week to get a tree, i think i will offer to her to join along... I am trying to be detached but i dont want to look like i am using the kids as leverage this sucks, i am glad i dont have someone argueing with me daily, but working as much as i do and taking care of the little ones can be stressful. They both are running fevers today and i was at the dr's office for 2 hours today and all i was thinking is how angry i am at her for doing all she has done to this point. Then i think back to just 6 weeks ago she was going to a bible study strictly on working on our marriage, then i feel wierd about everything and think she truly did work on it, but now is it just too late and she only wants to be cordial frineds and raise our kids as divorced parents.

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