Don't know what I'm doing anymore - Help.

[ann25]

Tostada - Thanks. I do think we are both scared. We do things together, but i don't feel much like kissing and showing affection. It's hard for me. I've never felt like this, where I didn't want him... Strange. I've always been on the other side of that.

Heim - Thanks. I've read a lot of your posts. I appreciate you posting here. You've given a lot of good advice.

I'll order that book. I've been trying to do more for him, just because I know he'll appreciate it. The hardest part is I keep trying and things will be going good and then something will happen and I start questioning why i even care. You're right about him needing to meet me if we want this to work. I'm just hoping that if I do my part now, that he'll eventually get it and join my efforts. Now i just have to figure out exactly what my part is! Thanks

Thanks ann