Well, this weekend was good, well at least Friday and Saturday night. Friday night I went out with a co-worker and some of his friends and had a great time. Slept most of the day Saturday, I was a little hung over. Saturday night I went to watch my cousins throw in a dart tournament and watched the football games....Ohio State is back in the title game...Yeah baby.. So that is exciting. Sunday sucked just like every Sunday. I mainly just sit at home and read, watch a movie, watch football, did laundry. Just thought about her. I know that I need to get out of the house but it was raining really bad and we had tornado warnings so I really didnt want to leave.
I watched some parts of the movie Shall we dance with Richard Gere/Susan Sarrandon/Jennifer Lopez..anyway if you have seen this movie then you know how it goes...
this quote really got to me, hit me like a ton of bricks.
"We need a witness to our lives. There's a billion people on the planet... I mean, what does any one life really mean? But in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things... all of it, all of the time, every day. You're saying 'Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Your life will not go un-witnessed because I will be your witness'.
It kinda makes you feel like there's no point for any of it to happen at all when there's no one there to bear witness to it and share it with you.