I'm in a strange place right now. When W didn't contact me much for a month, it became real easy to not have any expectations and live my own life. Now she bounces in and out of my life whenever she feels like it and it's hard not to expect certain things from her.
I'm still GALing and I'm not just sitting around waiting for her to call, but I really thought that she would though last night. I wasn't too crushed when she didn't. I tried to look at it as a learning experience in what not to expect.
So, today I have no expectations of her and she starts IMing me. Said that she just wanted to say hi. Nothing of importance was said, but it was good to hear from her... Back to no expectations...
Peace, B
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008
