Thanks for the HUGS Having many mixed feelings & it's clear that Byron isn't committed to this divorce but that it's Mary his mother who's pushing for it, Byron's not thrilled about going to counseling but he is at least attempting to make it - last week he was late getting to me so he missed the appointment since I didn't allow for him to make me late for the appointment - I'm praying that during the counseling sessions Byron will open his eyes & hearts 1st towards God & then towards home, I've been lucky enough to be able to find a Christian Man Counselor which I think will be best for Byron & this man would like to have Jim & Mary come in for at least 1 appointment too since it's clear that Byron's failure to Leave & Cleave is due to the fact that Mary is encouraging Byron to stay there which mary confirmed herself last week Monday when I called over to ask Byron about picking up g-son from school & Mary was busy quizzing me about the divorce & trying to say that the atty told Byron not to have anything to do with me (now I know that the atty wouldn't have told Byron to be incontempt of court since the judge granted the Motion for Reconcilement with 16 months of counseling 1 month for each yr of marriage) so Byron's not telling Mary what's going on & has clearly indicated to mary that he's not fully committed to this divorce & that is irritating her greatly since she's paid for it thus far
health wise physically i'll have the problems from the car accident until God calls me home or His Day comes which ever is sooner (I'm personally praying for the Rapture to come 1st) I've gained a bit of weight but nothing compared to what I put on after I moved in with mary & jim & had to do the take out thing since Jim didn't want me to cook over at the house since mary didn't have the self control not to sneak the foods i was making & she's high diabetic & my cooking wasn't meant for high diabetics to be eatting - i think it upsets mary that regardless of how much weight that i've put on i've managed to get most of it off once i realise that i'm starting to gain again she's not lost any weight since i've met her & there was a time when she was only a size 8 but that was many many yrs ago when i met her she was a size 20 & she's only gained over the years & even a whole year after having that tube/belt type of sugery to lose weight she's still not lost any weight that is visible after a yr - a jeaous & jezebel spirit is in that woman & i'm praying for her that some how God touch her & open her eyes to the need that she has for Him & salvation
well I've got to get dressed for the day - got appointment later on today & with this icey storm it's going to be slow going & I've got to find a sweater to wear along with the warm woolie socks which I've got somewhere in the laundry that just got back from the washers
