Went and dropped S off to W on Sunday and she asked me in. I put S down for his nap, and we proceeded to just chit chat and hang out. Sat and watched her do her make-up and hair. Funny how those little things mean so much now.
W brought up the status of our D and R. We talked for probably an hour and I explained to her that I was unwilling to do much of anything until we saw a MC and go to Routro. Unfortunetly, we don't have the program locally so we will have to fly and it wouldn't be until later. So I explained to W that we need to seperate the D from the R, and they are two seperate things. She also just wants to settle the D and sign for what she has now instead of drawing out the process.
We talked a little about His Needs Her Needs, choosing a MC, etc...But will see if there is any action.
Then I sat on the couch watched football and we had a pleasent afternoon together. She says she wants to come see the X-mas tree and so may come by tonight. Sorta weird to have around all the time now.
I can still tell she is very anxious around me, so I have to work on the comfort for her. Also she is horribly guilt ridden about the A, I honestly don't know if she can get over it. That will be the big roadblock.
So we are hanging out, some hugs and little kisses at departure. She hasn't touched me and her nonverbal ques show a lot of defense.
I really don't know if this can get much weirder. We're getting a D and possibly back together. PMA is good, and it's not tied to her, so I keep with no expectations and then I'm not let down. Job is well and life is good.
