Haven't heard from dh since yesterday morning to which I ignored. I keep thinking that he has got to be remorseful, sad, lonely etc. after thinking about his choices and such but I really think that is what "I" would be thinking had I done what he has done. He thinks along a really different line.
I have to go get bloodwork done today for possible std's. Great. That will be embarrassing. I told the doctor the other night a bit of what was going on and he said even if there is a remote chance dh has been with another woman we need to protect ourselves. Will change the birth completely.
Got the baby's room all set up on Saturday. Looks so cute. It was a huge mental step for me. I wanted to do it with dh together and I know its something he wanted, but yet another small consequence.
I need to be up and around more today. Yesterday was hard to lay around and think, but I had to after Saturday night. My son saw dh at the little store in town yesterday morning at 11 a.m. buying a 12 pack of beer. He asked my son what I was doing....what a thoughtful guy.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
