John210, I don't get angry, resentful, etc at her. I honestly cannot harbor those thoughts. As hard as I try, I just cannot feel anything but love for her. So, when she ran hand through my hair I wished it would never stop, but did nothing but enjoy the moment. I know she is in complete control of the entire sitch with regards to she and I. Only thing I can do is control myself and learn to communicate, validate, understand, and be the man she wants. If not it'll be the one I want.
