I just thought of something as I watch the snow fall and fall and....It appears to me that whenever my WAW does something like run her hands in my hair or kisses, I am happy but I tend to get angry afterwards. Not overly angry, maybe resentful is a better word. "Why is she making me go through this?" This then leeds her to notice that I am not exactly in the best of moods. And so the wheel turns. Like I said in other threads I also think she is confused and not ready to pull the trigger. However, I screwed up big time this Sunday and i need to start all over again, again.