Does anybody here see the irony in my current situation? Because I felt like I had to be too cow/lioness in my marriage because somebody had to be the grown-up because of the kids my 2bx viewed me as somewhat domineering and non-sexy. So now I go around manifesting all "bunkey" and the man I am dating mostly treats me like a sweet, sexy little dodo who he's not at all sure he could afford to marry or trust. The weird thing is it's not like I'm trying to be somebody other than myself. I just can't get all my animals to behave/perform at the same time. I don't even want to be perfect. I just want some balanced base-line functioning throughout the zoo.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
