BF, It's kind of scary that you likened my emotional outbursts, where I'm testing my H and all that, as a bulimia of sorts, because I did struggle with an eating disorder in my youth ( a unique combination of anorexia and bulimia). Both are disorders of control, and I do feel out of control and almost over my head in dealing with all my feelings. Back then, I was able to work through my issues and get physically/mentally healthy, against the odds, so I have that confidence in me somewhere ( and I have the ICs to remind me of this too...thank you, you sweeties) to get through this. My guess is that I have to go through some more rounds of testing, so I am just going to let it happen. Thanks in advance for bearing with me.
