welp, didn't have too exciting of an evening... went out for dinner, then looked around at target while waiting for our movie. The movie No Country for Old Men.... it could have been such a good movie. both my H and I were so disappointed by the end. It was really good until then, slow yet suspenseful but I think the last 10 minutes just leaves you thinking, what? you've got to be kidding. that's the end? it was funny, my H was just waiting for the credits to end thinking there's got to be some clip or something to tell us.

it was a nice time. wish we could do it more often, I still don't feel quite comfortable, I'm not sure how to explain it. okay, I think it's I'm hoping he'll grab my hand, or tell me how pretty I look, or do something intimate, but it never happens.

we got out of the car at target and we get closer to each other and he holds his hand out behind him... me thinking he's gonna grab my hand and I put my hand out, and he hits the button on his car and it beeps to lock. ya. that was stupid. we both laughed at it, so then he held my hand for about 1 minute.

I know I should just initiate things myself, but gosh, do I have to every time! ;\)

I did bring H food two times today... my mom was in town and we went to church and went to Handles Messiah and xmas light seeing with the kids so we didn't see H much... but he was thankful for the food and told me he might pay me back later. hmmmmm wonder how. ? ;\)

again, need to work on working out and learning the skills I had during my DBing time.

Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."