is he too young for MLC?

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That's Dave for your advise. I have the Divorce Remedy coming. Should be here this week. Right now we have been talking most of the day on and off. He said to me " I know this is hard for you, at times I'm second guessing myself all the time about us". he wants to drive an hour in a snow storm so he can clear the driveway for me. He knows i am perfectly capable of doing it.(not so great on the tractor though) I didn't know what to tell him. He's been trying to see me all day or come to the house tomorrow. I have been pushing him away because I am so scared to see him. I know where we will end up and then he will leave again. And I have finally stopped crying.

I am trying to be so strong but this is not easy. i haven't heard from him for a little bit now. i don't know if that means he is on his way here or he is busy. Either way i feel like I am holding my breath. How can he be so screwed up? I don't know what to say to him. I miss him so much.