Ouch! Thought I was so much stronger!

[Hurtin4certain]

Just saw W. She came to my house to pick up D. Again, she looked like crap. Wearing my old baseball cap.

I was dressed up again and had colgne on. I just told her that D still needed to read for 25 more minutes (D has to read 100 minutes every week). I gave D a kiss and told them both bye.

It seems like she doesnt even care at all about me. Everything is so non-chalant with her. God I miss her.

[Hurtin4certain]

So W just called 3 times in a row, I decided to not pick it up. She didnt leave a vm so Im assuming its not important.

I wonder if she thought I was going out since I was all "duded up" as Jarhead would say?

Im hoping that she's at least thinking about what she is throwing away.

[Hurtin4certain]

Ok... I called back to find out what was going on. D had called and was in tears. SHe wanted her family back together and she also said she wanted to stay with me M-F instead of just weekends.

I think her mom is neglecting her and just chatting with OM all the time, just a thought.

I told D that I wanted our family back too and that I was here for her no matter what.

THis is killing me, my W doesnt even see the damage she is causing our D!!! She's putting her own needs above her own kids!!!

[Hurtin4certain]

Im actually starting to love my W less.. Anyone that can hurt their kids for their own gain is scum in my book.

Even when I had a gf...I never let D hear me on the phone with her and I never brought her around D.

If I needed to speak to gf, I would sneak out really fast or just send her a text.

My W on the other hand is just flaunting all this bullshit. Its cool if you want to hurt me, but hurting your own flesh and blood is unacceptable.

NOW IM PISSED!!! Screw being sad! Im fighting for my D's wellbeing!!!

[ford]

hurtin, you have an e-mail?