I don't know if I should continue to DB.

[forward]

H seemed to expect that D2 will be in his apartment tomorrow--good. Asked me for paper towels or toliet paper and I said we just had enough for ourselves. H was annoyed and left, but it's not my job to stock his pantry.

I offered H tea and some of D2's soup, but not a meal. H hinted he hadn't eaten today. H continues to complain and whine. He hates Christmas, hates technology, hates this and that and the other. I didn't say much about that, but he has lost his attractiveness to me in many ways.

He has become whining and boring and sounds old, cynical, and cliched. Irony, of course, is that he is the one who thinks he is young and cool.

H could tell I was not in a good mood but I don't really care. Also hung around longer than I expected.

Oh--Crushee seems to have backed way off. I've tended to initiate emails--I should probably hold off. I know this is just as well but his dedication to his kids as well as his insightfulness continues to impress me.