I guess what do you mean its hard to read? That it will make me really think about what is going on or that it is hard to get into?
I got the link thanks, funny thing that I have already read some of the other books that were listed.
So far today H and I have had some pretty good times, we got our basement cleaned up finally, had dinner together finally , and baked cookies with our D. So I am taking stock in the positive things. But still there is that one thing that is hanging over my head.
I am steering clear of the OM for now, no contact with him at all today. He does work an odd schedule so he is off for the next couple of days and then back to work on days. I figure that that is what I need to do until I figure out how to do what I know that I need to do.