Angelica, my H isn't the least bit interested in me at all.
In fact I remember a couple times I actually just made skin contact with him and he gave me a look like I gave him cooties or something. So very hurtful.
I remember the last night we had sex. He couldn't seem to orgasm. I took it so personally and started to cry. I went to get up and leave the room but H pulled me back into his arms and said "it's not you, it's me. I don't know what the heck is the matter with me. I love you so much".
I don't know if he couldn't perform because of depression or because he was already being intimate with ow. Maybe both.
((((((hugs))))))) I just wanted to let you know that you are not the only one to feel like this.