I am so tired from being up all night. I have tried to sleep but the anxiety is killing me.

Two of my friends came over a bit ago. It felt like an intervention. They told me that I needed to get away from dh for good. He is slowly killing me and when is enough enough? An interesting statement they made: DH is the same person he was 2, 5, 10 years ago. He is the same person that walked out on you and your family 18 months ago, the same man that couldn't commit and walked in and out of your life. Just because he impregnated you doesn't mean it changes who he is.

They are right. What was I thinking? Did I really think this baby would change him?

He sent an angry text a few hours ago after I didn't respond to the others: WTF! You called me at 2:30, now you are playing games.

Cake eater. While I was in the hospital he was in another womans bed.

Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!