Some people say go dark and I have had other people say talk to him he is reaching out. But make sure you don't overwhelm him with R talk. Well guess what? I am so overwhelmed right now. I don't know which way is up. He is worried about me and still cares but hasn't said ILU for awhile. He hasn't said he doesn't either. I've been trying to cut him off for a few days but he knows how to suck me in.

Cutting him off from talking ect is worse than quitting smoking. Maybe I could do better if I was smoking again.:) probably not, but one bad habit would be nice again.

Me:32
H: 34
T: 12 YEARS
M: ALMOST 5
S: 8
D: 4
S: 14 (OTHER R)
SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it)
NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants)
MOVED HOME 12/01/08
I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans