I wish I could just say to my H.....Okay, I'm stepping away from all of this. If/when you're ready to have a M and a family again, just let me know. Hopefully I'll still be here. This is so unfair.
H was up 1/2 the night again. I heard him on the computer around 3:00. He came in to bed and actually snuggled a little, but then that just turned into him wanting sex. I think this is hurting more because the sex is turning into just sex, nothing more. There's absolutely no intimacy or connection from him anymore. It's sad. I wonder how OW would feel if she knew that just after he finished sending her emails, he's in bed with his wife.
I just hate this.
Have a great day.
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
