Well today is our anniversary, and I'm trying to be strong, not cry too much, and definetely not to call him. Decided that I need to go with LRT, just have to see how it goes. Not contacting him is THE hardest thing but I understand the more I push the more he pulls away. ODAAT (one day at a time). Thank you all for listening (reading).
M 29/H32 M 7yrs/1 dog Bomb 10/18 M in apt 11/13/ H in the house 1st now