Ouch! Thought I was so much stronger!

[Hurtin4certain]

Ok...on a serious note, Im really anxious that W is going to Vegas or is having OM come here for the holidays. I know that I cannot control another person but I just really hurt.

DB says most affairs die within 6 months. Marriage Builders say most die within 6 months of seeing the light of day.

My issue is that I dont know if I consider this R an affair. Although, I think my W met this guy in Vegas in May when she went on vacation there. THen in August, we were back together and making love again. Perhaps she was cheating on OM with me?

Man, I really want my family back and I know that the only way to do that is to let go and hope and pray. But its so hard accepting that the person I have spent 16 years with is courting, ML and dancing with OM.

In addition, she told me she no longer has the same feelings for me. I dont know if that is because she has OM and is blind by infatuation or if she truly means it, even without OM.

This sucks, Im Hurtin4certain.