I just got home a few hours ago from the hospital....alone. I was having some questionable symptoms (I won't go into them as they may be TMI) but just to be on the safe side I called dr. and he asked me to come in just to be checked. This was at about 10 PM last night. I was a bit afraid and really found that I wanted dh. I know stupid. I called and he didn't answer. I thought maybe he was asleep and I drove to his house on my way to hospital. He wasn't home. Must be with OW or some other slut. I went to the hospital alone.
They ran some test and did some checking. During this time I had a meltdown. I felt alone and scared and having a baby. Where the hell is dh? Isn't he supposed to be there? I called a girlfriend at about 2:30 a.m. and asked if she could go to my house and stay with my teenagers as they were sleeping, but I didn't want to leave them alone that long. They didn't even know I left. She did and on her way she went by dh's.....still not home. Nice.
I got home about 5 a.m. this morning. Hopefully nothing serious and I need to get rid of this anxiety. Not sure if the symptoms I had and the stress are related, but I feel like I am on the edge.
Dh just sent a text: What is going on? I saw that you called last night.
OMG, he is a worthless POS!
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
