new here. Feel like dying

[cat03]

I start to, and then get angry that he is so defined by his job that I have to have a book to understand him.
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nothing wrong with that, I sure wish I would've read a few books out there, maybe things wouldnt' have gone the way they did in my M, there are some awesome books to take advantage of.

Yes, it is cycle, but with time, the acceptance part will b a much bigger part than the anger and grief sections, it will be a rollercoaster, and it is to be expected.