Slow down, way down. You want to see responses in 24 hours. You won't and even if you do, you may not be the result or cause. You can't assume it is an boyfriend, but you can't rule it out. But quit checking. The A or better yet the honest answer will come out. Don't snoop, go look at my threat about tonight and then you will think twice.
This is going to take months, not hours. You do sound so much better though. Keep up that attitude and don't get down. There will be down days. I was horribly depressed, but it does get better. You won't let her behavior effect you so much. Just try and focus on work, easier said then done. I remember days, sitting there for 8 hours staring at my monitor. But you can do it. Keep it up.
