I hear you about the lonelinesss. It's great hanging out with friends and family, I always have a good time, but it's not the same. When spending time with my W it was just different, everything was just better with her than with anyone else. I guess that's the thing about being in love with a wonderful person, and being with someone who feels the same. Not to even mention that happiness and comfort of even just sleeping in bed with my arms around her. There is just an emptiness due to all this that can't be filled by friends.

You're right too, that it's not the same with her either. That feeling of happiness spending time with her or talking to her just isn't there on the same level...I guess that's cause as far as I'm concerned it's not the same person now.

I hope your talk goes well. Listen to her.


Me: 43 W: 41
Together 2009, Married 2011
Sons 10 and 6, Daughter 5
Bomb 2/21/21. W moved out 10/2021