Thanks mako. I am trying to GAL. It is difficult in a small town and every hour is different. I was OK this morning and this evening has been a real tough one. I might go to my nephews and eat supper with him. I would give anything if my wife were here to put her arms around me. Gets pretty lonely sometimes and family and friends help but are not the same as W. She is not the same right now either come to think of it. We are supposed to talk in the next few days prior to counceling Thursday. Not sure what the talk is going to accomplish but I am going to try to listen and "act as if".
Thanks for the thread tip. I will try that.
ME-30 WAW-28 T-12yrs M-5yrs no kids Bomb 10/1/07 S-10/1/07