No worries, really everyone on here is here to listen.. we all go off on sometimes preaching a bit, im guilty of it.
It seems that with your w, you can't win.. Please don't slip backwards, be there for your sons they will need you. Don't let her get the better of you, try and stay strong. I know easier said than done.
Boys are great aren't they.. although my are attached at the hip most times, I think mainly because my H is gone a lot working. my 5 year old still sleeps with me, gotta stop that soon, I never get any sleep!
My H is due home in about 2 hours or so.. I cringe everytime is works long shifts because he's tired and cranky and I usually pay for it one way or another. I have to try and keep the kids quiet so he can sleep.. not an easy task. I hope he doesn't take on any more of these kinds of jobs because I had dealing with the aftermath. Things are status quo with us.. for now.
There something that bothers me always though, ever since he did these things to me, Ive haven't felt the same for him. Don't get me wrong I do love him, but its not the blind love you have for someone in the beginning, you become cynical, I don't trust anything. I just hope and pray that im doing the right thing for my boys, because as far as Im concerned they are my top priority.. I know its not supposed to be that way, your spouse is supposed to be more important, but for me and everything ive been through with this man, its just not that way. I think if I didn't have children then I probably wouldn't be here. I would have left.
Sorry to write a book.. you were worried about your post:)
Have a good nite, I'll try to be on tomorrow... H will be around so its hard to get on.
take care of yourself please!
((hugs))
Tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
