WAW hasn't walked yet, but emotionally dead

[mako]

Hi Sandi,

I'm certainly not getting hopes up due to her show of concern, as I think my last post illustrates. I know she still cares about my family, she even mentions sometimes how she wishes she could do something or say something to them but fears that they all hate her. I try to validate this feeling but also let her know that they don't.

I do still think it was a positive for the reasons I mentioned in that post, though I'm aware that it isn't necessarily that big a thing either. It does help, when going through this, to hang on to any positive interactions, any baby steps help me to keep the faith that maybe someday things will change.

Thanks for checking in on my thread, I appreciate your input. Trying my best to keep up the DR stuff.